Television's over....

This is to get away from killing off what brain matter I have left, or partially at least. After illness and no work I settled down into an easy life letting tv and a modicum of activity take over for so long that even typing this is difficult. There is now no external stimulation for me to hook onto and I'm having to kick myself hard to think again, not that I don't in certain situations but letting something else think for you is so much easier to do and picks at and destroys what thought processes I/you have left. See even that is difficult, differences and appropriate uses of I/you, other words/structures to use instead of I, that never used to be a problem. I have dumbed myself down, it's not pleasant and it's not clever but an easy option to actually doing something, constructive or not. There is this temptation that is always in the back of my head to switch on the tv, have a brew and ciggie and fill in the next hour or two, another hour or two gone that I don't have to bother with, that's a tad bollocks, here starteth the first lesson.